Mutter opfert sich

Die Mutter opferte ihr Leben auf.
Und Dank war nie.
Wie könnt ihr glauben, dass sie eure Schuld daran verzieh?

Die Mutter, wenn beleidigt, 
schwieg,
und stand mit allen hier im Krieg.

Worauf man alles für die Mutter tat,
worum sie einen ohne Worte bat.

Die Mutter liebte einen wirklich sehr,
und hasste einen dabei immer mehr.

		
		1995 / 2008

physical production 
 
I need to piss 
before I die 
a world of bliss 
is a honeypie 
fast devoured 
in spite of crime 
quickly lost 
with help of time 
 
I need to shit 
before I hit 
the bottom 
of that awful pit 
where souls are said 
to sell their fire 
man is not man 
he is a mire 
 
I need to cry 
before I lie 
to teddybears 
and a dragonfly 
I cannot help 
a bumblebee 
I am a catastrophe 
for free

	Jan. 1997

No!

No, no, I cannot say no, 
no, you will go
if I say no. 
No, no, no,
please don't leave me, no,
I won't ever say no
any more.
I will do as you say,
HATE you, too, every day
because you
make me do
what I don't want to do!  
I know you don't know 
that I want to say no
'cause I cannot say no,
'cause I don't even know 
that I want to say no,
'cause you'll send me away
if I dare. 

2008-02-18, revised 2010-09-07

I'm not angry

I am angry
But I must not
Bad boy, they tell me
Always overreacting
Only because 
They touch me everywhere
I must not be angry
I'm not
Only later

2006-10-14

good god

not good, god isn't, 
belief isn't to be believed
just is, or isn't