Sehversuche | Trying to see
2016
2014
Ein von anderen bewohntes Haus
2013
A hard time at the ticket office
Motorcycle noise in desolate China
Meine Mutter war eine Terroristin
2012
Freund, schmutziges Wort
Fighting the knot prose
From on high prose
2011
Mutters Antwort prosa
Frösche und Wasser prosa
2010
ABC des Nasenwahns prosa
2009
Ich treffe den Wiedergaenger wieder audio: Ich treffe den Wiedergaenger wieder
Schwieriger Verkauf einer Immobilie
The bright appraisers audio: The bright appraisers
2008
Großvater Paradoxon audio: Großvater Paradoxon
Harte Arbeit audio: Harte Arbeit
Feueropfer mit Führer audio: Feueropfer mit Führer
Dissociation Instructions audio: Dissociation Instructions
Weil ihr mich nicht hört, spreche ich leise audio: Weil ihr mich nicht hört, spreche ich leise
The black receiver in my grandfather's house audio: The black receiver in my grandfather's house
A child works perfectly as a mirror of lust
How can I get rid of the juice? audio: How can I get rid of the juice?
2007
Grandmother, mother and I audio: Grandmother, mother and I
The drivelling dead audio: The drivelling dead
Die Löschung audio: Die Löschung
Voyage to the moon in three parts
The lying fly audio: The lying fly
2006 - 2005
Mother and son audio: Mother and son
Betrayer, my opposite number audio: Betrayer, my opposite number
Die ungeahnte Schwierigkeit sprechen zu lernen
Nightmare instructions audio: Nightmare instructions
2003 -2000
Das Außerirdische tötet prosa
Eine Blumentopfbesatzung trifft auf Mars den .... sprechenden Bären prosa
kellnerinnen prosa
der rennleiter erkrankt prosa
1999
Stop moving and I will consider you dead prose
weichtiere auf der rennbahn prosa
Die Bewegung von Ich zu Ich ist unmöglich
Identitäten audio: Identitäten
1998
Hure identifiziert audio: Hure identifiziert
1997 - 95
der Stachel audio: der Stachel
Männer und Enten prosa
der Stachel bitte sag mir wer du bist Tier vor der Tür polterst mich wach lautlos abwesend grausam ich schlage nach dir weiß nicht hast du ein fremdes Gesicht oder nicht vielleicht ein geliebtes aber das existiert nirgendwo dafür droht hinter dir eine flüchtige Eminenz die sagt wer geliebt werden will muss in der Anspannung eines Sprinters den rätselhaften Startschuß erwarten, der niemals kommt solange mein Herz klopft 1997-08-22 |
Denial Preoccupied with genitalia Full of dirty urges The egotist child must be restrained Said my psychologist grandmother It wants to have sex with it's mother It's explorations extend Even to the regular sucking of grandfather's penis Later attacks of disgust Unrelated to what DIDN'T HAPPEN Only indicate GOOD discipline imposed Says the surviving avatar Of that goddess 2006-10-05 |
Nightmare Instructions Bicycle, horse, rocket, tree. Beware fascination. He is the machine. Grammophone, auto, printer, elevator, meat. Lid, purse, telephone. Empty house. Young man. Little lamb. Bumpy ride on the stairs, to work, to school! Good whore, small toilet, fearing the examination. I read, write, eat illegally manuscript, book, the number three. Silver, black, yellow, orange, green, red. Cock and balls on the menu of acts. Scratches in blue, I fear for my things. Pacing, cycling, prisoner on map, hilly body. Single file, him behind, moving periodically, thumping stimulation. Racing, chasing leaving trains, suspended in mid-stride, needing to cross the deadline to escape from death, endangered in the intercourse of cars. Beware of bodies, breathing, football, screws, of barrels, bottles, feet, cheese, keys and teeth, of long, round, budding shapes, pieces of paper, fotos, little images, of old wood, leather, rubber, mirror, baldness, hair and anything that grows, of grass and trees, of dog, cat, turtle, spiders, elephant's delight, of olive, icecream, sweetness, presents, touch. Denuded, moving house, exposed to gazes, betrayed by teachers, actors actually, abducted, abandoned I submit Abuse declared illegal makes disgust legal. What was before disgust? Fear. Molestation. Dropping from lifts, displaced from self, an object spliced in many mes observing it from high above. Is there a victim - an attacker? Is there a target of so-called desire? Did I reverse the roles to avoid facing the truth? Swap the respective actions? Disperse, reallocate the properties of both? Can I reverse the roles - expose the origin? 2005-12 - 2007-11 |
© Anthony Thwaites