Schmutziges Wort

Ich treff meinen Freund
denke gierig:
Freund
und habe mich schon verloren
vollgesogen mit:
Freund

2012

I wonder how my uncle died

My mother's younger brother,
at 17,
training to be a pilot,
died in a plane crash, 
they told me.
It was to be expected
as, at the end of the war,
everything was breaking.
Later I couldn't but wonder
whether,
as he wasn't shot down,
his fall wasn't connected
to my grandfather 
having done 
the same things 
already to him.

2008-09-15

Mother and son
Empathy
He is her to a degree
My enslavement do I see
Mummy calling endlessly
Notice, notice, notice me!
Along the generation-tree
She reflects her father on me 
The son is her's entirely
He needs her, she
Turns her back on 
Me

2006-11-24

the drivelling dead

Two membraneous, stinking swamps 
pour their sweatings into me.
The level rises up and up,
I'm drowning in their voices.
Then suddenly I speak too loud,
reminded I 
exist.
And he and she 
live
burping bosh 
in me.

2007-11-05

die Seiltänzerin flüstert

schöner Mann
kluger Mann
ich sieze dich

ich frage dich
wer bin ich
ich frage dich

schenke mir Rosen
ja, ja, ja
füttere mich

lobe mich
ich lobe dich
lobe mich

weiche Worte
hegen mich
schlage mich

halte mich
ich stürze in dich
halte mich

ich halte mich nicht
ich sehe dich nicht
ich höre dich nicht

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