Sehversuche | Trying to see
2016
2014
Ein von anderen bewohntes Haus
2013
A hard time at the ticket office
Motorcycle noise in desolate China
Meine Mutter war eine Terroristin
2012
Freund, schmutziges Wort
Fighting the knot prose
From on high prose
2011
Mutters Antwort prosa
Frösche und Wasser prosa
2010
ABC des Nasenwahns prosa
2009
Ich treffe den Wiedergaenger wieder audio: Ich treffe den Wiedergaenger wieder
Schwieriger Verkauf einer Immobilie
The bright appraisers audio: The bright appraisers
2008
Großvater Paradoxon audio: Großvater Paradoxon
Harte Arbeit audio: Harte Arbeit
Feueropfer mit Führer audio: Feueropfer mit Führer
Dissociation Instructions audio: Dissociation Instructions
Weil ihr mich nicht hört, spreche ich leise audio: Weil ihr mich nicht hört, spreche ich leise
The black receiver in my grandfather's house audio: The black receiver in my grandfather's house
A child works perfectly as a mirror of lust
How can I get rid of the juice? audio: How can I get rid of the juice?
2007
Grandmother, mother and I audio: Grandmother, mother and I
The drivelling dead audio: The drivelling dead
Die Löschung audio: Die Löschung
Voyage to the moon in three parts
The lying fly audio: The lying fly
2006 - 2005
Mother and son audio: Mother and son
Betrayer, my opposite number audio: Betrayer, my opposite number
Die ungeahnte Schwierigkeit sprechen zu lernen
Nightmare instructions audio: Nightmare instructions
2003 -2000
Das Außerirdische tötet prosa
Eine Blumentopfbesatzung trifft auf Mars den .... sprechenden Bären prosa
kellnerinnen prosa
der rennleiter erkrankt prosa
1999
Stop moving and I will consider you dead prose
weichtiere auf der rennbahn prosa
Die Bewegung von Ich zu Ich ist unmöglich
Identitäten audio: Identitäten
1998
Hure identifiziert audio: Hure identifiziert
1997 - 95
der Stachel audio: der Stachel
Männer und Enten prosa
A Toddler with Attitude Vibrations of no good kind have somehow come to me. I cannot tell what happened, I have no memory, my brainpan pulsing, empty, I - overstrained myself? Then dimly I remember that someone said something. I only know 'delusion' was one expression used. It must have been: they warn me not to delude myself that I might be a person - I suddenly feel hot - but they just want to help me to face reality. I still vibrate with something - a hopeful image looms: a grinning skull, in two parts, cleft by a silvery blade, some brain sprays out to hit me and I realize that fear of this attack had dulled my memory, has held the fury back. A great hilarious barking explodes the company, it's roaring, shrieking, gasping: A toddler! - With attitude?! 2006-12 - 2007-02 |
Sad Her word was that she would come. I might not have understood her correctly but her word was that she would come! I didn't even know I was waiting until I noticed I expected her every time the door opened and a voice sounded, every time not her's. And when I had told myself already that someone who hadn't come yet wouldn't come, I was still waiting, so stupid, days later I'm still sad. 2009-04-07 |
Dissociation Instructions Every situation is a situation beginning with fear, a contract: their expectation, and someone trying to calm me. It is normal to comply while their demands grow unpleasant the contract cannot be broken, I'm leaving my body alone. Can I not get away together? A little no must be possible. It is better to err on the no side. The contract must be broken! 2008-05-07 |
The Waiting Trap Waiting alone Wishing Suspense I'm left alone waiting Wishing for her to return She doesn't until later Wishing to make me wait, that is: Suffer Sadist, I smell Then there she is Eyes glancing off Walking past 2005-12-02 |
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