Denial

Preoccupied with genitalia
Full of dirty urges
The egotist child must be restrained 
Said my psychologist grandmother 
It wants to have sex with it's mother
It's explorations extend
Even to the regular sucking of grandfather's penis
Later attacks of disgust
Unrelated to what DIDN'T HAPPEN
Only indicate GOOD discipline imposed 
Says the surviving avatar
Of that goddess

2006-10-05

Hure identifiziert
 
Tier 
das jagt mich ein Jahr 
ohne Gnade, das ist 
die Drohung 
mich 
zu verlieren im aufgerissenen 
Spalt 
eines Bebens bewirkt 
durch unerfindliche Maschinen 
das ist 
eine Hure im Souterain 
meines Hauses 
bedient 
einen Pornographiefilmprojektor 
der klappert 
und 
die traurigen Stöße der Darsteller pflanzen sich fort 

1998-06-17

The black receiver in my grandfather's house

Telephone, telephone,
riddle of the ringtone,
the numbers make no sense.

Apparently a tool I use,
I confuse -
user and tool.

Telephone, telephone,
riddle of the ringtone,
wire on a millstone, 
round around my neck.

The earpiece, the mouthpiece,
always the same piece
lying in my hand.

Welded to a heart of bone,
while my fingers grip around
it has me -
spellbound.

Clubfoot, clubfoot
banging at my ear,
to put it down, to put it down
every time I wish,
impossible to kill it is,
recurrent dish - of fish. 

The mouthpiece sputters, spits and hits
(in backwards running time)
the dumb, the numb, the muted bum,
my face, my mouth and me.

2008-04-14

The intelligent tool 
	will scream out when a rule has been broken.

The intelligent rule 
	will make sure that its tools are infused.

The intelligent stool 
	will smell like its maker would have it. 

The intelligent mule 
	will march all the way to a hanging.

The intelligent fool 
	will fool himself as commanded. 

2011-08-29