Sad

Her 
word was that she would come.
I might not have understood her correctly
but her
word was that she would come!
I didn't even know I was waiting
until I noticed I expected 
her every time
the door opened and a voice sounded,
every time not her's.
And when 
I had told myself already
that someone who hadn't come yet
wouldn't come,
I was still waiting,
so stupid,
days later
I'm still sad.

2009-04-07

The old must be excused

Once there was a fat old fool
laughing at his tiny tool.
The tool was smarter yet than he,
the giant was too dumb to see,
too dumb to hear a little voice 
that called: don't tread on me,
I am alive, I have a brain,
it's wrong of you to cause me pain.

The fool heard not, kept treading on
or took delight in seeming deaf
and smiling broadly shouted,
- not even so much louder than the little voice -
a mock-misunderstanding jolly, gay old man,
he shouted: "Tread on you? - I will!"
And so he did - and laughed.

2008-05-04

Sorry song of evil man

It has been a nagging question
why I hate humans so much.
One reason will be the thing,
I mean what happened to me -
just a little instance
of what man does.
I wish for a great pissing
to wash earth clean.
I want universal murder
which were so wrong
if I didn't see killing and killing
ever since man began.
He is a great feeder
on mammal, bird, fish;
he is a great waster
of earth, human, truth. 
Truth is a human concept 
invented by him who lies.
Deceipt, his proudest invention,
permits him to kill everything. 
I wish for a race of robots
to rain fire on us,
who are the grim reapers
of thuna, bison, whale,
who are the prim enslavers
of pig, chick, child.
Man was created evil,
Rousseau told a lie.
Oh, why was I born a human?!
I don't want to die!

2009-11-23

Sirens, no legend

Feeling too weak 
ten years
I didn't look at any woman
until this spring I started noticing 
eyes gazing 
from behind counters 
or battlements of husbands 
and condominiums.

When going home one night,
I heard mosquitos buzz
they heard me moaning:
What do you want from me? 

A monk's life
is more economical on blood.

2010-06-06