Sehversuche | Trying to see
2016
2014
Ein von anderen bewohntes Haus
2013
A hard time at the ticket office
Motorcycle noise in desolate China
Meine Mutter war eine Terroristin
2012
Freund, schmutziges Wort
Fighting the knot prose
From on high prose
2011
Mutters Antwort prosa
Frösche und Wasser prosa
2010
ABC des Nasenwahns prosa
2009
Ich treffe den Wiedergaenger wieder audio: Ich treffe den Wiedergaenger wieder
Schwieriger Verkauf einer Immobilie
The bright appraisers audio: The bright appraisers
2008
Großvater Paradoxon audio: Großvater Paradoxon
Harte Arbeit audio: Harte Arbeit
Feueropfer mit Führer audio: Feueropfer mit Führer
Dissociation Instructions audio: Dissociation Instructions
Weil ihr mich nicht hört, spreche ich leise audio: Weil ihr mich nicht hört, spreche ich leise
The black receiver in my grandfather's house audio: The black receiver in my grandfather's house
A child works perfectly as a mirror of lust
How can I get rid of the juice? audio: How can I get rid of the juice?
2007
Grandmother, mother and I audio: Grandmother, mother and I
The drivelling dead audio: The drivelling dead
Die Löschung audio: Die Löschung
Voyage to the moon in three parts
The lying fly audio: The lying fly
2006 - 2005
Mother and son audio: Mother and son
Betrayer, my opposite number audio: Betrayer, my opposite number
Die ungeahnte Schwierigkeit sprechen zu lernen
Nightmare instructions audio: Nightmare instructions
2003 -2000
Das Außerirdische tötet prosa
Eine Blumentopfbesatzung trifft auf Mars den .... sprechenden Bären prosa
kellnerinnen prosa
der rennleiter erkrankt prosa
1999
Stop moving and I will consider you dead prose
weichtiere auf der rennbahn prosa
Die Bewegung von Ich zu Ich ist unmöglich
Identitäten audio: Identitäten
1998
Hure identifiziert audio: Hure identifiziert
1997 - 95
der Stachel audio: der Stachel
Männer und Enten prosa
Ein von anderen bewohntes Haus Ich war ein Haus, dessen Wände keinen Respekt genießen. Wenn ich den Zugang verweigerte, brach sie ein. Mit der Zeit glaubte ich ihr, dass sie mich bewohne. Heute habe ich keine Wände. Deshalb laufe ich weg. 2014-02-04; 2016-07-01 |
friend equals foe I'm meeting with a friend and thinking, greedily thinking: friend having already lost myself in thinking nothing but: friend. Is then a friend a misfortune? Yes. I must, must focus on recalling that I exist. Opening the mailbox, hoping to find it empty, dismayed because it is empty, scared that I may have been abandoned already. 2010-01-04 |
The lying Fly A lie, a lie is like a fly buzzing around my head, it sits on me, it stares at me, I recognize it not, yet feel a deep necessity to swat it and be rid, but flying lies are nebulae, so near and yet so far, they cannot just be brutalized, but must be understood: a lie, a lie is like a web as smooth as possible as near to truth, as traitorous convincing, pious, safe. I cannot even help myself, it stabs my back, it paints me black, I must believe in it. Today I kill whatever fly dares to sit on me pursuing it relentlessly throughout the living room. A living lie will never die, the fly, the fly is me. 2007-05-16 |
Mother's helper I am as dumb as I am wise. My wisdom was made to serve her, my dumbness was made to hurt me. She doesn't listen, nor do I change. I exist to no purpose at all! She quacks and quacks about her woes, which serves her to make no change. Me trying to save her serves me not at all, and her as a background tune. 2010-03-01 |
A child works perfectly as a mirror of lust Was the case that it, commanded by the greed in her eyes, had to act like a man? Or was the case that he, seduced by its childisch perverseness, merely acted like a man? Or was the case that he play-acting a female commanded it, by the greed in his eyes, to act like a man? 2008-03-21 |
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